January 2012
This is for my best friends.
All of you. Tyler, Ness, Betty, Chanel, Camille, Mason, Nathan, Bailey (I have yet to tell abby what’s going on) but yes, all of you. Thank you.
I am so truly blessed with the friends I have. If I didn’t have any of them I wouldn’t be here right now. I wouldn’t have anything to move forward to. They have all been helping me so much. With everything that’s going on....
This feeling of nothing sucks ass. I literally can’t eat. And when I try I just throw it up. I feel so numb. I can’t see anything positive really. I hate that I feel this way. I just want it all gone now. Please. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.
how the world looks from my suicidal eyes
razor: you can slit your wrists with me
bridge: you can jump off me and fall to your death
train: you can walk in front of me
building: you can jump off my roof and fall to your death
cliff: you can also jump off me and fall to your death
truck: you can walk in front of me
bathtub: you can bring that hair dryer in here if you like
tree: you can hang yourself from my sturdy branches
pills: you can swallow all of me
knife: use me to stab yourself in the stomach
bleach: drink me
plastic bag: use me to cease your breathing
wall: smash your head into me over and over and over
This is for the girls who have the tendency to...
dude….WHAT THE FUCK!…weird.
How did Disney Channel go from this:
getcaughtinthescene:
to this:
never lose sight of who you are
Everyone's breaking up
colleensita:
damn, even me!! must be something in the air haha
